The Wisdom of Paradox

Sr. Mary Stuart, DW

Life more clearly reveals itself to me these days as patterns of paradox.  We are asked to stay at home because of the COVID-19 virus. Yet I must go to hospitals every day. I am on a three weeks cycle for radiation and chemotherapy.

At a time of imposed isolation, I welcome the outing. I'm constrained to do the usual volunteer work only to rediscover that I am the one needing to be doing something that serves others beyond myself.  I now consider it a precious gift to meet people each day: nurses on the front line – literally at the front door -  screening all who enter with questions and inquiries of one's health and travel,  other nurses consistently upbeat, serving, and reassuring.  I get to connect with patients, as well.  Some need to tell of their condition; others are so obviously fearful of the virus that they can only speak of fear and deprivation.  And I, grateful to be among them, recognizing more clearly my own need for connection with them. And for the opportunity to offer them what I can – hopefully, a listening heart and a gracious presence - as I, too, receive the benefit of a graced moment of time where our common humanity is so very palpable.   I thank Wisdom for her presence in caregivers and receivers of care. I pray that we rise to the challenge of this moment in time with courage and compassion for those who grace our path.